Welcome to my blog. I wasn't sure what I was going to blog about at first, but after thinking about my recent dreams, I decided a dream blog would be cool.

Friday, December 31, 2010


I dreamed I only knew how to speak french.

Thursday, December 16, 2010


I dreamed Ryan told me he was leaving me for another girl he met on WoW named Pat. I asked him why and he told me bc she was more sexual than I was. I asked him to clarify that he was okay with leaving the one person said he loves the most and has been with for years, for someone who may not be the one and he said yes. We were driving in the car and I punched him twice on the cheek. I asked him if he'd stay with me if we had sex more and he said he'd consider it.

Monday, December 13, 2010


I don't remember al of it, but Kalyn was dead and I was sitting in a desk next to Roz in maybe my highschool library. Kalyn had been dead a while and for some reason they were playing music and someone wanted to honor her with a song I don't remember. A teacher thought it was innapropriate, but I said it sounded just like her and Roz fist bumped me. I remember it hurt bc it was my left hand I was wearing my engagement ring.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010


Last night I had a lot of weird dreams, mostly about Fable III. The other night I dreamed about Hot Topic and some shoes I bought there years ago.

Friday, October 22, 2010


I dreamed I was a Power Ranger.

Monday, October 18, 2010


I dreamed I lived in the top story of a building with someone else who wasn't Ryan. I was sitting at a table facing a giant double paned window when suddenly an arrow struck the window going through the first glass pane and touching the second. The first glass slowly began to crack and I looked down. Jenny was the one who shot the arrow. I moved back to the table and watched the cracks spread until the pane shattered.
Then I was working at Safeway stocking something and Jenny came in and said we need to go. We went outside and she said, "Its a nice day, we should take the hogs." She climed on a big motorcycle next to Jimmy, Ian, and Jesse all on motorcycles too. She told me I wouldn't be able to drive one, so I sat behind Jimmy on his.

Saturday, September 25, 2010


I dreamed Ryan and I went to Australia for some reason. While there I wandered around and there were a bunch of guys there. Ryan seemed to know some so he talked to them. I found Elliot there and started to hang out with him. It turned out that he liked to cross dress for fun and wore makeup all the time. He wasn't very attentive to me despite saying he wanted me there.
Then Ryan and I were crossing a rope bridge and for some reason I was holding Arthas. He jumped out of my arms and fell down the chasm. I was upset and afraid he was going to die. Ryan was ahead of me and the rope broke while I was still on it. I clung to it and fell down. I slid down the rope to the bottom and found Arthas on a boulder just fine. And then Calia jumped down too.

Saturday, September 18, 2010


I dreamed about the radio station Kilo 94.3. I dreamed that I was listening to them and looking up their website online.

Saturday, September 11, 2010


I dreamed I was talking to Ryan about our grocery list and he got mad at me for spending too much money.

Sunday, August 29, 2010


I dreamed that my mother died of cancer.

I dreamed Megan was still living in the trailer in Manitou and they had a pet tarantula who could run fast and would follow us in the house.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010


I dreamed I was at the rock climbing place in the springs. Marcus and Melissa were there too. Marcus went to his new house and Missy and I went after him. His house was huge. 6 bedrooms and each room was the size of a living room. There were boxes everywhere that needed to be unpacked. Missy and I explored and stopped in one of the bedrooms. We laid down on an unmade bed for a few minutes before exploring more. We saw Marcus outside through a window sitting on a bench swing obviously with his wife, but she wasn't visible.

I dreamed about the Jetsons.

I dreamed that I was about to engage in a 5way in the ocean.

Friday, August 20, 2010


I dreamed Harrison told me Roz was the 8th best video game player in the world. He grew a beard and I was stroking it for some reason.

Thursday, August 19, 2010


I dreamed I worked somewhere that was a cross between Carnival, working for Sandi, a kitchen shop, and a tailor. I was running around giving checks and various other items to people and Enan was there. We didn't speak, but each time we locked eyes like we had a secret.

The Carnival part looked a lot like the side of the building I worked in, the dark side as some call it. I had a desk, but I spent most of my time in the lighter side running errands. A girl named Katie from high school, to whom I've never spoken was in my dream. There were a lot of girls in lolita type dresses and they were all amazing. Made me realize how much I miss lolita clothes. There were various ceramic and porcelain kitchen ware too, mostly dishes. They ranged from incredibly beautiful and delicate to ultra modern and fun. Each desk area had drawings of the people who sat there and that's how I found each person.


I dreamed I was talking to Pigsnie about is wedding.

Monday, August 9, 2010


I dreamed about reading a Cracked article on hippies.

Sunday, August 8, 2010


I dreamed I called my sister get my niece's waist size and she told me Kayla's waist was 36 inches and when I measured it, it was about the circumference of a quarter. When I questioned her about it she said, "Yeah, because Gage's waist is 24 inches and he's a baby."

Thursday, July 29, 2010


I dreamed about smart zombies.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010


I dreamed about teenage robots that were like stuck in a loop. They kept arguing and wouldn't reboot even after being shut down. They would crash because they weren't programmed to be arguing, but they were for some reason.

Sunday, July 25, 2010


I dreamed about texting Enan.

Sunday, July 18, 2010


I dreamed Jenny and I were at an apartment with her baby. He was laying on a table next to my sewing machine, when we walked away for a moment and my cats knocked the table over and killed Andrew.

Later I dreamed about making banana pancakes.

Thursday, July 15, 2010


I dreamed my parents kept telling me how fat I was. I was trying to tell them my pants fit like always, they insisted I had a muffin top and that my belly was protruding over my pants.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010


Unfortunately I haven't been able to remember any of my dreams lately. So until I actually can, this is on hiatus.

Saturday, June 26, 2010


I dreamed my friend Gabe was telling us how he rode a ski lift to the top of a mountain with his bike strapped to his back. His proceeded to ski down part way and then the snow was gone so he rode his bike the rest of the way.

Monday, June 21, 2010


I dreamed I was a zombie, but not the mindless kind. I was dead but still had my brain. Also I was a man. I had a friend as well who was a zombie. We tried to mind our own business, but zombies were feared and hated so we had to hide. At one point were on top of a tower and as dawn neared we needed to leave, but the tower was in a compound or something. We went down the back stairs and several times we were almost caught.
When we were on top of the building I was swinging out over the edge, but I wasn't afraid. I could see another building close by with steam coming out of the pipes. I remember the steam was very white against the dark sky.

Sunday, June 20, 2010


I was playing a PS3, but because of our new system here at home the controller was a remote control. I couldn't figure out how to play. It was some Batman game and I was trying to drive the Batmobile.

Later I was at my dad's house, but it wasn't the same house he has today. My room was basically the same as it is at his real house, but larger. I had a sister who was my age and she looked like Myla. I don't know what her name was. I was moving all my stuff out of my dad's house and the stuff to move included a bunch of My Little Ponies. The house was bright from large windows and natural lighting. The walls and carpet were white. The bedrooms were all upstairs and I remember looking up at my sister/Myla from the bottome of the stairs. Her face was sad.

Friday, June 18, 2010


Sometimes my dreams take place in a mall. Not any mall I've been to, but it always looks the same. There is usually a fountain next to an escalator in a hallway that is rarely used. The hallway also has a door to the outside and some sort of cinnamon roll place. At the end of the hallway is a department store. It's like any other mall, but I've never been to this one. I don't know why I dream of this place.

Thursday, June 17, 2010


Tarrah was getting married and for some reason I was a bridesmaid and so was Alicia from ACS. There were others, but I don't remember who. I helped her with all her planning. Some of the bridesmaids wore long floral dresses, yellow. Alicia and I wore little jackets and caps. We were about to go to the wedding, but Tarrah forgot something in Texas so Alicia and I took a van thing down.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Sometime in May. Maybe mid May

People going to an island. Men with guns, possible mafia related. Young women, no teens. Unmarried. Motorboats. One scary bad guy who the men owe money. Rocky island, big house. Scary guy has bigger guns than the men and begins to shoot everyone. Girl gets grazed on the back of neck. Girl and another in one bedroom hiding and praying. Man comes in and gets shot.


Last night I dreamed Ryan and I were getting married. I wore a white dress that looked exactly like my mourning dress. I don't remember much else.

I recently dreamed Ryan and I had quintuplets and right before I had them we got married at a court house.

I had a dream a couple weeks ago that Ryan and I had twins, a girl and boy.

I had a dream close to a week ago that Ryan and I had a baby boy and named him Andrew.
(This was probably because my best friend recently had a baby and named him Andrew.)


I dreamed I was going to the store and something was happening inside. There was a man with a gun and a lady cop was trying to arrest him. There were a lot of people around. Amy and Aaron strange were there and they each had a significant other with them. The lady cop gave me a small gun and told me to point it at the man's back. She said if I see him trying to use shoot someone with his handgun to shoot him. So I moved with him and wasn't even sure if I could shoot this man. The man suddenly had a machete and was on top of Aaron trying to cut his hand off and so I began to stab the man repeatedly trying to make him stop. In the end the man cut off Aaron's hand. We later left in a van that Amy owned and I threw the gun the cop gave me out the window.