Friday, December 31, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
I dreamed Ryan told me he was leaving me for another girl he met on WoW named Pat. I asked him why and he told me bc she was more sexual than I was. I asked him to clarify that he was okay with leaving the one person said he loves the most and has been with for years, for someone who may not be the one and he said yes. We were driving in the car and I punched him twice on the cheek. I asked him if he'd stay with me if we had sex more and he said he'd consider it.
Monday, December 13, 2010
I don't remember al of it, but Kalyn was dead and I was sitting in a desk next to Roz in maybe my highschool library. Kalyn had been dead a while and for some reason they were playing music and someone wanted to honor her with a song I don't remember. A teacher thought it was innapropriate, but I said it sounded just like her and Roz fist bumped me. I remember it hurt bc it was my left hand I was wearing my engagement ring.