Welcome to my blog. I wasn't sure what I was going to blog about at first, but after thinking about my recent dreams, I decided a dream blog would be cool.

Monday, December 19, 2011


Last night I dreamed that Ryan came home from work, stripped off all my clothes, threw me over his knee, and spanked me with my paddle until my ass was raw.

Monday, December 12, 2011


I've been dreaming a lot lately, but I haven't been remembering my dreams. I know that when I wake up several times in the nights I've been having some crazy dreams, but I can never recall exactly what they were. I wonder if it's this baby causing them or if it's because I don't sleep through the night because I pee at least 5 times per night.

Sunday, December 4, 2011


I dreamed for some reason I told facebook, now, that I'm pregnant. When I realized I spilled the beans too early, I tried to say like I was writing about Eggo waffles and my phone changed Eggo to prego. I woke up this morning slightly afraid I actually did it, but luckily it was just a dream.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011


I dreamed Ryan and I were on a ship pulling into port and I was completely useless and crying. I couldn't figure anything out and kept forgetting everything.

Saturday, November 12, 2011


I dreamed that Stine got engaged to the guy she's dating and they were getting married really fast. I was helping her with ideas about seating and using seating assignments.

I also dreamed Ryan and I were on a ship and we stopped in Cozumel so a bunch of college students in swimming suits could get off. We got off too and somehow Ryan and I were separated and he went back to the ship without me.

Thursday, October 13, 2011


I dreamed were staying at Gabe's and for some reason I peed in his garage. I went to clean it up with water and I swept up too because he had a lot of pine needles in there. When he got home he got mad at me for cleaning up. I asked him why and he said that it had to do with yin and yang. I wasn't the yin to his yang and only his girlfriend was allowed to clean up at his house.

Thursday, September 22, 2011


Last night I dreamed that we decided to get a new kitten. She was a little orange thing and we named her Callie. I then realized we couldn't have a Calie and a Callie, so I changed her name to Visenya.

Then I was walking home and following some people who were walking up the stairs to my apartment and they were people who were visiting us. I was overwhelmed by the idea of 3 people staying with us in our small apartment and having 3 cats.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011


I dreamed that people finally told me I was fat. I weighhed 300 lbs but I remember I thought I looked like I do now. Time to diet.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011


I dreamed Tez and Aaron were dating.

Friday, September 9, 2011


I dreamed I cut my hair shoulder length. It was weird because I couldn't figure out why I did it, especially because I remembered that I wanted it long for the wedding.

Saturday, September 3, 2011


I dreamed that we had triplets, two boys and a girl. They were tiny and always hungry, hut very cute.

Friday, July 29, 2011


Lately my dreams have mostly consisted of Minecraft and A aClash of Kings. Sometimes even together. Last night I drreamed a volcano was erupting sending ash all over. I was with Ryan and Stine. We needed to find masks so we didn't breathe the ash. There was also flooding everywhere and I was afraid to lose my ring so I carried it in a small pouch in my coat. There was no way for us to get back home to save our cats I was really upset about it.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011


Last night and the night before I dreamed about Minecraft. The night before last I dreamed they added scary little grey "decopods" into the game.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

And Then There Were Two

One night a few years ago I dreamed of a story that I needed to draw. It was about a young woman who was lonely until she met a young man. They fell in love and were later married. One day the woman found out she was pregnant and they were both very happy. The day she went into labor her husband died. As she held her newborn daughter, the woman grieved the death of her husband.


I dreamed we were getting married. It was awful. We were in a church and not a lot of people showed up. We had some old man usher instead of his brothers and none of our people came. There were people there, but I never recognized them. I was angry but I was putting up with most of it, until it was time to walk down the aisle. My dad wasn't there to walk me and they played the wedding march. It was the last straw. I stopped the wedding, but somehow the license was signed. We hurried across the street to a bank to get it annulled because I didn't want to be married until I had the wedding I wanted. I thought about a new wedding and looked up planners and decided the real one would be small and we'd invite just a few people and get a Safeway cake or something.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011


I dreamed that I had just given birth to twins, a boy and a girl. They handed the babies to me and Ryan to get some skin to skin contact.

Sunday, June 5, 2011


I dreamed it was our wedding day. There were no flowers anywhere, our officiant wasn't there, and only like 10 people showed up and we didn't even know those 10 people. Also the dj never showed either so there was no music what so ever.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011


The other night I dreamed I had a girlfriend. The night after that I dreamed I was marrying a girl and right before our vows she kissed me and it felt wrong so I called it off.

Friday, April 22, 2011


I dreamed that the big diamond in my ring fell out.

Thursday, April 21, 2011


I dreamed last night that I had a hamster. It was a cute fuzzy little guy that lived in the same 30 gal fishtank that all my previous ham hams lived in. His food bowl was the little clay bowl I made when I was eight and he had his squeaky metal wheel. In the dream I kept trying to clean his cage, but his little ball thing was dirty and Calia kept trying to eat him. It was a frustrating dream.

Saturday, April 16, 2011


I dreamed I was on a boat. It was like those ones you see in pictures of Egypt. In fact I would stand and could look out and see all these Egyptian like buildings all lit up different colors and they were all right on the water. I saw other boats too like the one I was on. I was with a lady who was really quiet and when we got off we went to a strange nearly empty restaurant and met one of her friends.
Later I remember we were swimming and trying to recruit people for something. The girl friend wore a Power Girl costume, the guy friend also wore a costume, but I don't remember which one. I was in a pink ruffly bikini (I never wear a pink ruffly bikini) and I think I played the Batman role because of my tattoo on my shoulder.

Monday, April 4, 2011


I dreamed we were at Smith's and in the paper it announced my cat Calia would be playing Hamlet's wife in a play. And then some guy and his sister argued with us that she would be better.

Then I was on a ship after explaining deck plans. The ship was having problems so I got into a woooden boat with some other women. The boat caught fire and was sinking so I got back on the ship. Ryan and some other dudes were there. We then got in a skinnny trough like tin boat and thought we had supplies for day, but only had enough for like 20 mins. So we got back onto the ship.

Saturday, April 2, 2011


I dreamed I had a baby. It was a really squirmy baby and would wiggle away from me when I tried to breastfeed it. Sometimes it would sit still if I read weird stories to it. At night I would it face up in it's bassinet and cover the whole baby with a blanket and in the morning I would pull the blanket off and the baby would be happy and awake and not suffocated.

Monday, March 14, 2011


Last night I dreamed about my wedding. In my dream I wore a long gown and a traditional veil, whereas in real life my dress will be short and my veil will be a birdcage one. Also in my dream my wedding took place at a church, which it's not going to be at a church, but at a hotel. In my dream Jenny was late and didn't make it to the ceremony, but she showed up later for pictures and for the reception. My bridesmaids wore red dresses, just like I want them to for my real wedding. I also dreamed Cassidy from high school was our photographer and she kept putting us into weird poses.

Saturday, March 5, 2011


I dreamed Pigsnie died and I went with his family and friends to someplace to get information. I cried the entire time and met his wife, who in my dream, was younger than in real life. Then as we were all sitting an army guy came out and told us Pigsnie wasn't really dead, they had to fake it though. Then Pigsnie came out and after he greeted his family and his wife and he came over to me and I was still crying. He tried to comfort me about the faked death.

Monday, February 21, 2011


I dreamed Stine and I were at the mall (the same mall I always dream about but a new area) in a dept store. We then walked down to a semi large comic store when a bunch of zombies came walking down the mall walkways. They didn't seem to notice the people in the stores at first. After some stores pulled the security gates down our store decided to as well. At this point Stine was no longer around. A blonde girl sat by the gate and a zombie pulled her arm and bit her. She screamed and turned almost instantly. There was a wooden bat hanging on a shelf so I grabbed it. She had bitten another person by this time. As I beat her head in she managed to scratch my finger with her teeth, but not quite break the skin. Her head felt like a thick shelled egg and I beat it until I felt that her skull was in enough pieces. The second person turned and I beat their head in with the bat as well, they also felt like an egg. I worried that I might turn as well, but since it was a scratch that barely broke the first thin layer and didn't draw blood I wasn't sure if I would.

Friday, February 18, 2011


I dreamed Ryan and I were going to read to a bunch of little kids. They had specific stories in mind and we wondered about looking for the books. We only managed to find one of them though. The librarian waas Virginia from my old highschool.

Later I dreamed that Ryan worked at Costco for some reason. There was more to that dream, but I don't remember it.

Monday, February 7, 2011


I dreamed about the show Say Yes to the Dress.

Thursday, February 3, 2011


I dreamed that Ryan and I lived together, but not in our apartment here. He had different friends. In my dream we had an argument and he told me to leave. I asked him why and he said his friends didn't like me and we fought too much. He even called off the wedding. I told him I didn't have anywhere to go and he told me to go back home to my mom. I told him I couldn't do that. He didn't care and just told me to get out.

Sunday, January 30, 2011


I dreamed Ryan's friend Adam and his family were shape shifters.
I also had dreams where I was calling Elliot and Ian asking them questions, but for some reason I couldn't hear them well, as if they were far away from the phone.

Thursday, January 13, 2011


I had a dream I got an arm tattoo. It was some turquoise butterfly neopet looking fairy. I didn't even like it and the tattoo artist couldn't stay in the lines while he was doing it. It's not even something I would ever want to have tattooed on me, ever.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011


I dreamed about playing the games on accuweather. I also had another dream that Ryan and I were staying with some people. They had huge bathroom. At one point I used a baby wipe to clean Arthas. Ryan and I and the other people swapped partners which made me realize Ryan was the only one I wanted.

Monday, January 3, 2011


I dreamed Gabe went missing while we were staying at his house. We called the police and reported him missing. While we were looking for him I discovered a girl he knew and was kind of friends with, was stalking him. In the end he wasnt missing, he just went away for a few days without telling anyone.

Saturday, January 1, 2011


Last night I dreamed that I was staying at my Grandma's house with some of my other family members. I don't know why we were all there, but her stuff was still there and she had only been dead for a year.

Then later there was something about Justin Beiber. (shudder)